Enthusiasm is just so 10 degrees below zero.

Dear Diary,

That moment when you don't feel like going to somewhere anymore. That moment when you no longer like doing what you repeatedly do. That moment when your enthusiasm is just so 10 degrees below zero. 

Negativity. Boredom. Anxiety. You just feel 'em all together and all you wanna do is to hide somewhere and shut yourself with your own somewhat solitude. You just want to be alone and you want to scream that to everybody. Because you feel more secure when you're in your comfort zone... all by yourself.

If you only you could do that and if only you have the luxury of time... and if only you are not bombarded with so many demands. 

But I guess, you just have to endure everything out because that's just how cruel the world is. Or that's just how you perceive it to be.

Poor you, pal. Get some rest tomorrow. Just wish you could do that.

-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional blog-

For the person who said she is not stupid.

Dear Diary,

Have you ever tried telling somebody else that you're not stupid even if no one is really telling you that?

How would you define such moment? 

Feeling so stupid when nobody is telling you.... that is really being stupid. Much more if you blame others for feeling so stupid.

Stupidity comes from within. It isn't driven by the things outside. It cannot be influenced. 

You can always choose to be stupid or NOT primarily because you are the doer of your own actions. So if you feel that way, you can always choose to simply keep your mouth shut, think straight and do what is right. If not, can you think what does that mean?

-The Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional blog-

I'm nicer than nice and I'm nice to nice people.

Dear Diary,

Are you nice?

I am.

Whether you believe it or not, I am. N. I. C. E.

Yes!

Not the nicey-nosey-overly nice though because I still get some I-don't-like first impressions from people. (snob, rude, strict... please! Don't judge the book by its bookmark.)

But I'm the type who would be nice to you once you're nice to me. And once you realize that I'm not S-R-S and that I'm completely the other way around. 

If you would know me better, you'll know I'm nicer than "nice" and I'm nice to nice people.

And lastly,

Alright? So, be nice!

-The Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" Blog-

Inhale. Exhale. So, help me God.

Dear Diary,

Have you ever encountered that feeling of not being able to breathe well?

That's what I'm feeling right now. It's hard to grasp air and when I do, my back screams in pain.

I'm so sick and tired of this. So sick and tired. Literally. Figuratively.

Inhale. Exhale. So, help me God.

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" Blog-

P.S. Ohh cough! Please go away!

Time to hit the sacks. Sucks.

Dear Diary,

It is so 'what-the-hell-has-happened-moment' to know that you have been "slashed off" from the original plan. Isn't it?

That moment when you already expected something because it has already been confirmed, then all of sudden, there's a change of plan... and you're no longer part of it.

Jawbreaking! (if there is such thing) Much more if you have prepared for it, right? It's like WHHHHAAATTT??!!! With matching cover-your-face award! Jeez.

And you simply don't have a choice but back-off, do something else, and pretend you're ok.

Well, I'm not.

Time to hit the sacks. Sucks.

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" Blog-

This is a curious case of a Nosy B*tch!

Dear Diary,

I just really don't get it when people meddle over a relationship they knew nothing about. It's a nuisance. Pathetic. Uncalled for.

Why can't they just stop giving unsolicited advise and hasty generalization? They don't even know the context of the situation! More so, they don't even know the person yet. Please. 

This is a curious case of a Nosy B*tch!

Maybe, they do that because:

1. They got nothing to do with their life but stick their noses to other people's issues.

2. They are born to be bitter. 

3. They are just jealous.

4. They are unhappy and they want others to be like that too. (Geez.)

5. They have issues with themselves and their relationships but they are just too preoccupied with ruining that of others. 

How I wish they could just back-off and try to make themselves happy. "Life is too precious to waste". And certainly, minding other people's business is a waste of time. It doesn't even help at all.

Well, if you're like that, I'm sorry men! Go get a life! 

Mwah.

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

I was excited to come home. I thought I would end this day with a smile. But...

Dear Diary,

I was excited to come home. I thought I would end this day with a smile.

I was tired but I wanted to be awake because I wanna make up for my absence.

But tears fell. And continue to fall.

Because I realized that at the end of the day, my decisions would always be wrong.

And I would never do things right. 

I just wish to be happy.

I want joy!

Stop killing me, please.