Deleted?

Dear Diary,

We always delete or let go of things that we hide from other people, especially things that make people go mad or crazy. Right? I don't know if it's because we don't want to hurt others or simply because we are just so selfish enough not to share our inconsistencies and mistakes.

We have to be very careful though because some things we hide does not go unnoticed all the time. People are just in the lookout especially those who are paranoid enough not to trust us anymore.

-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional Blog-

RESPONSIBILITY

Dear Diary,

According to the dictionary, the word RESPONSIBILITY is simply defined as "The state or fact of having a duty to deal with something." It's a simple definition yet people have their ideas of this word probably because we are all unique and were brought up by our societies in different ways. In fact, we tend to be so conscious of becoming one that we forget that it's just a simple virtue we can uphold effortlessly.

Let me quote that again. "The state or fact of having a duty to deal with something."

Having a duty. Duty. Once we have or given a duty, we are expected to be responsible. Having duties is where we are trained to be responsible. Responsibility requires action and that is shown when we do duties.

Deal with something. Sometimes, we are bombarded with very important tasks, left and right, and sometimes, we don't know what to do first or what to do anymore. But once we are able to deal with them, then I think we have shown this virtue.

Simple, right? Not really.

Because as I said, no matter how easy the standard definition of this word is, we still have different ideas of it brought about by our own experiences.

And sometimes we use these ideas to judge whether another person is responsible or not. Not knowing that THAT person may judge us equally with his/her own ideas as well. And this creates a misunderstanding. Chaos. Blah blah.

Take it from me because I was once a victim of this judgement.

And I couldn't help but simply laugh it off since God knows what I went through in life to become responsible.

We have our own responsibilities. I have mine and I'm doing them. Stick with it. 


-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

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Don't ever judge a person by your own standards.

Dear Diary,

Don't ever judge a person by your own standards. Your standards might be six feet below the ground or just simply not parallel.If that's the case, then you will only be a subject to mockery.

You want that? I don't think so.

So, keep that in mind. 

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional blog-

Paying your bills matter more. And paying your bills on time is a must.

Dear Diary,

Money matters. Paying your bills matter more. And paying your bills on time is a must. It's a responsibility that we should not ignore or avoid. 

If you can't afford to do this simple task, then why gamble at the very first place?

Why would you enter into some kind of deal if you can't keep your word? It's disappointing. It's disgusting especially if it creates a hassle to another person. Especially if that "other person" does his/her best to fulfill his/her responsibilities. Now that "other person" is stuck of waiting for your action to take place... or will he/she has to wonder first whether you have the intention of making things right or not? 

It's even worse when the reputation of that "other person" is in question now, simply because of your plain d*mn irresponsibility!

Betcha by golly wow.

Responsibility. Responsibility. Hear ye. Hear ye.

Please naman oh.


-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

THAT UNEASY FEELING.

Dear Diary,

THAT UNEASY FEELING.

You thought it's already fine. You thought you're just going to be ok with it.

 You convinced yourself you're excited. You tell yourself you're now brave enough to see.

Everything's fine. I will be ok. Or so you thought.

So, you waited.

Then when it's there, boom!

You realize that convincing yourself to just let it pass is simply a stupid thing.

You realize you're not a martyr and you have feelings too.

And it cuts you deeply.

Because you know, deep within you, you haven't really moved on.

And it still hurts.

And it brings back those memories.

Which you consider stupid by the way.

But then again, the reality is that you're still hurt and you hurt when this realization hit you directly on the face.

Point blank. Direct. Ouch.

THAT UNEASY FEELING.

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

That's the end of it.

Dear Diary,

Ok. That's the end of it. That's the end of this nonsense stuff that's going for the past few months. I just don't know why people tend to be so insensitive when they really don't know what's going on.

And the worst of it comes when you haven't really crossed the bridge yet, but they've already pushed you forward. And when they felt that you're already at the other side (even if it's not yet), they suddenly burn the bridge. 

What hurts the most is that when everything was still ok (or so you thought), you were building bridges with them. Ladders, in fact. And now, they're getting there and you're just left behind.

Got no choice then but to look for other bridges to build and other people to help you build those bridges.

It just simply sucks to know that once in your life, you made friends to people who became strangers to you at the end. But the question is: Did they become your friends after all?

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

Be very careful to what you say.

Dear Diary,

Be very careful to what you say. 

Especially when there are people who are very sensitive at the moment.

You never know you might hurt them... even if it's unintentional.

Just the same, be careful. 

Because it's not everyday that every thing you say is ok.

Ok?

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-