Paying your bills matter more. And paying your bills on time is a must.

Dear Diary,

Money matters. Paying your bills matter more. And paying your bills on time is a must. It's a responsibility that we should not ignore or avoid. 

If you can't afford to do this simple task, then why gamble at the very first place?

Why would you enter into some kind of deal if you can't keep your word? It's disappointing. It's disgusting especially if it creates a hassle to another person. Especially if that "other person" does his/her best to fulfill his/her responsibilities. Now that "other person" is stuck of waiting for your action to take place... or will he/she has to wonder first whether you have the intention of making things right or not? 

It's even worse when the reputation of that "other person" is in question now, simply because of your plain d*mn irresponsibility!

Betcha by golly wow.

Responsibility. Responsibility. Hear ye. Hear ye.

Please naman oh.


-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

That's the end of it.

Dear Diary,

Ok. That's the end of it. That's the end of this nonsense stuff that's going for the past few months. I just don't know why people tend to be so insensitive when they really don't know what's going on.

And the worst of it comes when you haven't really crossed the bridge yet, but they've already pushed you forward. And when they felt that you're already at the other side (even if it's not yet), they suddenly burn the bridge. 

What hurts the most is that when everything was still ok (or so you thought), you were building bridges with them. Ladders, in fact. And now, they're getting there and you're just left behind.

Got no choice then but to look for other bridges to build and other people to help you build those bridges.

It just simply sucks to know that once in your life, you made friends to people who became strangers to you at the end. But the question is: Did they become your friends after all?

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

Expected decisions. Unexpected moments.

Dear Diary,

Expected decisions. Unexpected moments. That's just how it works.


We will always have that moment when we need to make decisions no matter how difficult it may seem. Much more if it's a decision that will make a significant difference in our lives. Especially, if options are close enough in fighting.

And sometimes, you're caught in the middle and seem to be in the catastrophe of choosing which is better.

And then something unexpected happens and there you are, with a sudden outrage, come to decide right away. It's like"alignment of the universe" but in a so awkward way.

Oh well. We really don't have the choice but to embrace our decision and move on.

Move on. Move forward.

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-