I was excited to come home. I thought I would end this day with a smile. But...

Dear Diary,

I was excited to come home. I thought I would end this day with a smile.

I was tired but I wanted to be awake because I wanna make up for my absence.

But tears fell. And continue to fall.

Because I realized that at the end of the day, my decisions would always be wrong.

And I would never do things right. 

I just wish to be happy.

I want joy!

Stop killing me, please.

Sick and tired.

Dear Diary,

SICK and TIRED.

Sick. Got colds. Got cough. Got fever. How cool is that?

Tired. I don't wanna work. I wanna sleep. Can I have a long vacation?

Pleaassseee...

 -The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" Blog-

 

The boy who likes me. Kids these days

Dear Diary, 

Today, I saw a boy.

The boy who likes me.

And remember, he is my student. 

And I teach 2nd graders.

How did I know?

Last Friday during my class on their section, I noticed that there was a group of pupils who kept on looking at me while they were talking (Disclaimer: I allowed them to talk that time because I gave them a group activity.) and they have this "teasing" smiles.

One of the girls came to me and said that one boy in that group LIKES me. Not the "I like the teacher" type but the "crush"type.

And there the boy blushed. His face was so red. And the other students teased.They pushed him towards me but the boy resisted.

I was speechless for a little while. I did not know what to say. I tried to ignore by going to another group and check their work.

.......................................................

To make the story short, I ended up having a sermon talk on rules and regulations inside the classroom and teacher-student/ student-student relationship. Of course, my role is to be their second mother and them, my own kids. Emphasized that to them.

And whenever I see that boy again, I can't help but smile.

KIDS THESE DAYS. 

Wew!!!!

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" blog-

Oh, how I love Fridays.

Dear Diary,


"It's morning again.


Get up and wear a perfect smile!


Embrace the day with sheer delight and thank God for an added life."

Oh, how I love Fridays. 

Oh, how I love Friday mornings.

I embrace it!!

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" Blog-

Piggy Syndrome

Dear Diary, 

I can't take a nap. I can't sleep.

I want to. *Yawn*

I'm so full. *Burp* Excuse me. ;) 

Piggy syndrome: Full alert! LOL

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" Blog-

P.S.

I don't know why I get so sleepy after eating. Is it just me?

A problem-free life never makes a strong and good person.

Dear Diary, 

I just wanna share this message to you sent to me via sms:

"Smooth roads never make good drivers. Smooth seas never make good sailors. Clear skies never make good pilots. A problem-free life never makes a strong and good person."

So, be strong in facing life's challenges.

Don't ask "Why me?",

Instead say "Try me!"

Oh... TRY ME, baby!!! Good day, lovely!!!




-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" Blog-

To where do you belong?

Dear Diary,

I'm just too lazy and tired to blog today.

 

You know, I'm actually working hard to go upwards on Maslow's HEIRARCHY OF NEEDS. But yeah, I'm still stuck on the bottom part. And I get tired already.How much more if I'm already up there? 

How about you? To where do you belong?

Should take a rest now. Ciao!

 

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" Blog-

When people are guilty, they tend to be so reactive.

Dear Diary,

When people are guilty, they tend to be so reactive.

I realized that now. Not only now. A couple of times already.

Sometimes, I react so much that even if I'm not directly accused, I grumble and rant...NONSTOP!

 

'Till I satisfy myself, begin to calm down, stop being defensive and woah! Reality bites. Tsk.

Guilty, eh? You bet.

 

Today is one example. 

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" blog-

P.S. 

I should avoid talking too much from now on. Oh?!

Professionals tend to be UNPROFESSIONAL with professionals in a professional workplace.

Dear Diary, 

If you have something to say, can't you just say it directly?

If you have a complain, can't you just create a formal approach?

If you have issues, can't you be brave enough to embrace the issues?

Blind items are for narrow-minded people.

Backbiting is unforgivable.

Creating an issue which should never be an issue, at the first place is just so pathetic.

 

Ggggrrrrr... 

I just don't get it when professionals tend to be UNPROFESSIONAL with professionals in a professional workplace.

What a great day to start the week! (Insert Sarcasm here)

 

-The Emotional Blogger on "The Diary of an Emotional" blog- 

P.S. 

"Please do not sleep during office/working hours."

Bad joke. LOL

 

Signs you're falling in love. No, I'm not in love.

Dear Diary,

Guilty?

No, I'm not falling in love.

I'm in love.

I'm in love head-over-heels.

I'm crazy in love.

I'm beyond being in love.

But yeah, I'm falling in love with the same person over and over again.

<3 <3 <3

xoxo,

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" blog-

Photo found on facebook

I'm getting married!

Dear Diary,

"I'm getting married!" 

That was what I posted yesterday and unbelievably, a lot of people reacted  to it especially on Facebook.  Congratulations, they say.

excerpt from the Facebook comments of my blogpost

LOL

C'mon people! "I'm getting married" is different from "I'm getting married soon" or "I'm getting married this month"!

Might be that my "I'm getting married" means "I'm getting married next year" or "I'm getting married 5 years from now". 

Right? Right!

So, relax and chill! Don't be pressured. 

Funny.

 -The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" blog-

P.S.

Weh?! *wink*

Tears of Joy.

Dear Diary, 

I'm getting MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!

*tears of joy* *speechless*

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" blog-

Me is a jealous.

Dear Diary,

So I got resurrected earlier. As you know, a visitor killed me yesterday with pain but now, I'm alive, awake, enthusiastic! 

Wazzup?

I got p*ssed off earlier this morning because I got annoyed with something. Somebody once again commented on somebody's post  and I did not like the comment. It made me rage with fury out of jealousy! Beat that! 

Guess what? I'm a super duper jealous type of person, not the nagger version though. Whenever I find something not appealing (or whatever) to my emotions, I don't really vent my jealousy out to the person concerned. I just keep quiet and vent it out somewhere else like on this blog. Especially when that person doesn't say the truth and just keeps on denying what has been done. Errr.

Well, I was not really the jealous-type before... until what happened last January. 

Oh well, basically, what I hate the most is that "my simples requests are not granted" and that "same mistakes are repeated" every now and then. Double Errr.

Tsk. Fine. :(

-The Emotional Bloggers of "The Diary of an Emotional" blog-

 

So in love today.

Dear Diary,

I'm soooo in love today (despite having dysmenorrhea and all) because my special someone called and guess what we talked about? Marriage! Ha!

I'm really excited! Not that I'm really excited but I love the feeling of having to plan my own special day (I'm talking about the "Wedding" here). I got a little bit envious, insecured, pressured when I saw my own best friend walked down the aisle last Saturday and I wish I would be able to experience the same thing too... in the near future. *wishful thinking*

I am still not feeling well for having a RED TIDE today but I got another RED which made me happy at the end of the day! 

I love LOVE! 

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" blog-

Today is hell!

Dear Diary,

Today is hell!

I have a visitor this month and I super-duper hate it. Actually, this visitor visits me every month and I always freak out whenever I see this visitor. Why? It kills me! Nah.

The pain this visitor brings is always unbearable. It makes me cry. It makes me mad. It makes me want to be numb for a little while. I can't do my tasks and work. I simply wanna sleep.

I can't wait to end this day because tomorrow will be my resurrection. Ha!

Oh Dysmenorrhea! No doubt I hate you so much!

 

Press "LIKE" if you can relate. Is there such thing here?

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" blog-

Excuse me, I'm not the only emotional here. Hello!

Dear Diary,

GIRLS are generally emotional. That is why I don't bother revealing to the whole world that I'm an emotional (tend to be over emotional though).  The world would be a very boring place to live in if girls were born to be plain, dull, and pokerfaced. 

True enough, girls tend to  be emotional to the slightest detail. I'm not seeing it as something negative, rather positive because it only goes to show that WE CARE. Naks to the 100th level of a skyscraper!!!!

 If men could not understand this, they would see it as "overacting" but from a girl's point-of-view, it is just an expression that everything means a lot to us. That's how we show love, basically. Amen.

My gosh, I'm quite serious now. Somehow, I'm affected with the image (above) which I saw in FB. Geez.

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" blog-