Why Did You Like and Comment On Her Facebook Picture?

Dear Diary,

I have to admit, I tend to be like the lady in the photo above. Figuratively. Not literally. Not always. Just sometimes.

I get so paranoid whenever I post something and he doesn't comment and instead, he commented on another girl's post. Not only that, I would hate him. And would hate the girl too. to the max!!! Just because he is supposed to comment to my post.  Enough. 

I don't know if this is something to do with me being a girl or just me being me. 

You see, some of my girl friends actually confess being like that at some point of their loving relationships. But I'm not still sure if it's normal or not. In fact, there are times when I would remind myself not to feel like that again because there's no point of dwelling too much on the issue.

But there are times when I can't help it. I would then start ranting about him. He has changed. He is not like before. He does not love me. He has found somebody else. And all those blahs!

Well, I can't explain it further. And you don't have to explain as well. Let's just think about it as a mystery yet to be solved.

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

Severely drained.

Dear Diary,

Severely drained.

That is how I'm feeling right now.

To the point of being able to cry in front of my family.

The last thing I did that was when I was in Elementary. And I never imagined to happen that again.

I'm actually not that type of person. In fact, I always keep problems to myself. I always hide feelings and let my tears fell when I'm already alone.

But this time, I feel like everything in me has been exhausted and nothing is left. 

Time. Energy. Resources. Even people. I don't have it anymore.

And what is my last resort? Drown myself with my own tears.

Where can I go next huh?I don't know. I don't know anymore.

-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional blog-

A Sweet Revenge.

Dear Diary, 

I'm happy again! I received a good news. The heavens are at my side and things start to fall into place. I'm loving it! 

See? See? I don't know why I tend to get what I want most of the time. 

But yes! A sweet revenge, that is. 

Give it to me, baby!

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

Insensitivity

Dear Diary,

I just wonder why we are so insensitive. When that moment comes when people tend to be like that to us, we could not do anything but be speechless, show off a fake smile, and pretend to agree to what they have said and done. Because after all, we tend to be like that to other people too. Helpless? Darn.

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-