Dear Diary,
That moment when you don't feel like going to somewhere anymore. That moment when you no longer like doing what you repeatedly do. That moment when your enthusiasm is just so 10 degrees below zero.
Negativity. Boredom. Anxiety. You just feel 'em all together and all you wanna do is to hide somewhere and shut yourself with your own somewhat solitude. You just want to be alone and you want to scream that to everybody. Because you feel more secure when you're in your comfort zone... all by yourself.
If you only you could do that and if only you have the luxury of time... and if only you are not bombarded with so many demands.
But I guess, you just have to endure everything out because that's just how cruel the world is. Or that's just how you perceive it to be.
Poor you, pal. Get some rest tomorrow. Just wish you could do that.
-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional blog-
Dear Diary,
Have you ever tried telling somebody else that you're not stupid even if no one is really telling you that?
How would you define such moment?
Feeling so stupid when nobody is telling you.... that is really being stupid. Much more if you blame others for feeling so stupid.
Stupidity comes from within. It isn't driven by the things outside. It cannot be influenced.
You can always choose to be stupid or NOT primarily because you are the doer of your own actions. So if you feel that way, you can always choose to simply keep your mouth shut, think straight and do what is right. If not, can you think what does that mean?
-The Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional blog-
