Deleted?

Dear Diary,

We always delete or let go of things that we hide from other people, especially things that make people go mad or crazy. Right? I don't know if it's because we don't want to hurt others or simply because we are just so selfish enough not to share our inconsistencies and mistakes.

We have to be very careful though because some things we hide does not go unnoticed all the time. People are just in the lookout especially those who are paranoid enough not to trust us anymore.

-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional Blog-

RESPONSIBILITY

Dear Diary,

According to the dictionary, the word RESPONSIBILITY is simply defined as "The state or fact of having a duty to deal with something." It's a simple definition yet people have their ideas of this word probably because we are all unique and were brought up by our societies in different ways. In fact, we tend to be so conscious of becoming one that we forget that it's just a simple virtue we can uphold effortlessly.

Let me quote that again. "The state or fact of having a duty to deal with something."

Having a duty. Duty. Once we have or given a duty, we are expected to be responsible. Having duties is where we are trained to be responsible. Responsibility requires action and that is shown when we do duties.

Deal with something. Sometimes, we are bombarded with very important tasks, left and right, and sometimes, we don't know what to do first or what to do anymore. But once we are able to deal with them, then I think we have shown this virtue.

Simple, right? Not really.

Because as I said, no matter how easy the standard definition of this word is, we still have different ideas of it brought about by our own experiences.

And sometimes we use these ideas to judge whether another person is responsible or not. Not knowing that THAT person may judge us equally with his/her own ideas as well. And this creates a misunderstanding. Chaos. Blah blah.

Take it from me because I was once a victim of this judgement.

And I couldn't help but simply laugh it off since God knows what I went through in life to become responsible.

We have our own responsibilities. I have mine and I'm doing them. Stick with it. 


-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

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Expected decisions. Unexpected moments.

Dear Diary,

Expected decisions. Unexpected moments. That's just how it works.


We will always have that moment when we need to make decisions no matter how difficult it may seem. Much more if it's a decision that will make a significant difference in our lives. Especially, if options are close enough in fighting.

And sometimes, you're caught in the middle and seem to be in the catastrophe of choosing which is better.

And then something unexpected happens and there you are, with a sudden outrage, come to decide right away. It's like"alignment of the universe" but in a so awkward way.

Oh well. We really don't have the choice but to embrace our decision and move on.

Move on. Move forward.

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

Why are you so ambitious?

Dear Diary,

Why are you so ambitious? Sorry but you're actually not THAT good. You can do it. Fine. But it's not something that you should flaunt every time there's a chance because, frankly, you really don't look good doing it. 

I'm sorry but it's not natural. Trying hard.  Don't force it. Please. I'd say that a thousand times.

-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional Blog -

For the limelight.

Dear Diary, 

Do you know anybody who doesn't love the limelight? We all do. Right?

Who doesn't want to show off what we got? It's hypocrisy not to raise hands.

There is actually nothing wrong with it because everybody is entitled to be given an opportunity to shine anyway. Apparently, we all deserve to be in that tiny little space with light sometimes.

However, there are people when they love the limelight so much that they would do anything to be on that space in any chance they could get and that would be... always. 

Yes, they do anything to stand out, even to the point of trying to make others look ridiculous. Ridiculous in the sense that original plans are scrapped out and they go beyond to what has been talked about and cleared out. Selfishness? You name it. For the love of limelight.

If people were just aware of the intention then definitely, they would not stick to the plan as well. What really happened? When traitors are busy with themselves, the others were so concerned with everybody's welfare. Where's justice?

And there's nothing that could spill from the mouth  of those who have been a good follower but "IF ONLY".

IF ONLY...

-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary on an Emotional Blog-

Confused. And it's making me so sad right now.

Dear Diary,

Confused.

That's what I'm now.

I'm caught in between two things. Figuratively. And it's hard to decide.

The first one would make me so happy. The second one would make others happy.

The first needs a lot of time and effort. The second one can be set aside for the meantime.

The first would start everything. The second would prolong the agony.

The first is not so sure. The second would be more organized.

I'm really not sure which is more important and which would make things right at the end.

And It's making me so sad right now.

-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional Blog-

Never to Expect. (One lesson which I keep on forgetting)

Dear Diary,

Never to expect.

That is one lesson that I keep on forgetting.

There were a lot of things that happened to my life (I think others can relate as well) which made me realize that it's bad not so good to expect on something, especially if it's not even there yet...

Or even if that something is already there. Because you can never know there would be something that would come up in the last minute and would totally ruin that something which is already there. Am I making sense here?

Now, it has been emphasized to me once again. Greatly. Unexpectedly. 

And this time, I'm not really sure if I'm learning it. I'm ashamed because I expected something to push through. But on the last minute, it took a complete turn and it seems I could not do anything but accept the fact that it's not gonna happen anymore.  Excitement took a complete turn as well. If you know what I mean.

-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional Blog -

Why Did You Like and Comment On Her Facebook Picture?

Dear Diary,

I have to admit, I tend to be like the lady in the photo above. Figuratively. Not literally. Not always. Just sometimes.

I get so paranoid whenever I post something and he doesn't comment and instead, he commented on another girl's post. Not only that, I would hate him. And would hate the girl too. to the max!!! Just because he is supposed to comment to my post.  Enough. 

I don't know if this is something to do with me being a girl or just me being me. 

You see, some of my girl friends actually confess being like that at some point of their loving relationships. But I'm not still sure if it's normal or not. In fact, there are times when I would remind myself not to feel like that again because there's no point of dwelling too much on the issue.

But there are times when I can't help it. I would then start ranting about him. He has changed. He is not like before. He does not love me. He has found somebody else. And all those blahs!

Well, I can't explain it further. And you don't have to explain as well. Let's just think about it as a mystery yet to be solved.

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

Insensitivity

Dear Diary,

I just wonder why we are so insensitive. When that moment comes when people tend to be like that to us, we could not do anything but be speechless, show off a fake smile, and pretend to agree to what they have said and done. Because after all, we tend to be like that to other people too. Helpless? Darn.

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

Time to hit the sacks. Sucks.

Dear Diary,

It is so 'what-the-hell-has-happened-moment' to know that you have been "slashed off" from the original plan. Isn't it?

That moment when you already expected something because it has already been confirmed, then all of sudden, there's a change of plan... and you're no longer part of it.

Jawbreaking! (if there is such thing) Much more if you have prepared for it, right? It's like WHHHHAAATTT??!!! With matching cover-your-face award! Jeez.

And you simply don't have a choice but back-off, do something else, and pretend you're ok.

Well, I'm not.

Time to hit the sacks. Sucks.

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" Blog-

This is a curious case of a Nosy B*tch!

Dear Diary,

I just really don't get it when people meddle over a relationship they knew nothing about. It's a nuisance. Pathetic. Uncalled for.

Why can't they just stop giving unsolicited advise and hasty generalization? They don't even know the context of the situation! More so, they don't even know the person yet. Please. 

This is a curious case of a Nosy B*tch!

Maybe, they do that because:

1. They got nothing to do with their life but stick their noses to other people's issues.

2. They are born to be bitter. 

3. They are just jealous.

4. They are unhappy and they want others to be like that too. (Geez.)

5. They have issues with themselves and their relationships but they are just too preoccupied with ruining that of others. 

How I wish they could just back-off and try to make themselves happy. "Life is too precious to waste". And certainly, minding other people's business is a waste of time. It doesn't even help at all.

Well, if you're like that, I'm sorry men! Go get a life! 

Mwah.

-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

A problem-free life never makes a strong and good person.

Dear Diary, 

I just wanna share this message to you sent to me via sms:

"Smooth roads never make good drivers. Smooth seas never make good sailors. Clear skies never make good pilots. A problem-free life never makes a strong and good person."

So, be strong in facing life's challenges.

Don't ask "Why me?",

Instead say "Try me!"

Oh... TRY ME, baby!!! Good day, lovely!!!




-The Emotional Blogger of "The Diary of an Emotional" Blog-