Enthusiasm is just so 10 degrees below zero.

Dear Diary,

That moment when you don't feel like going to somewhere anymore. That moment when you no longer like doing what you repeatedly do. That moment when your enthusiasm is just so 10 degrees below zero. 

Negativity. Boredom. Anxiety. You just feel 'em all together and all you wanna do is to hide somewhere and shut yourself with your own somewhat solitude. You just want to be alone and you want to scream that to everybody. Because you feel more secure when you're in your comfort zone... all by yourself.

If you only you could do that and if only you have the luxury of time... and if only you are not bombarded with so many demands. 

But I guess, you just have to endure everything out because that's just how cruel the world is. Or that's just how you perceive it to be.

Poor you, pal. Get some rest tomorrow. Just wish you could do that.

-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional blog-