Deleted?

Dear Diary,

We always delete or let go of things that we hide from other people, especially things that make people go mad or crazy. Right? I don't know if it's because we don't want to hurt others or simply because we are just so selfish enough not to share our inconsistencies and mistakes.

We have to be very careful though because some things we hide does not go unnoticed all the time. People are just in the lookout especially those who are paranoid enough not to trust us anymore.

-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional Blog-

Be very careful to what you say.

Dear Diary,

Be very careful to what you say. 

Especially when there are people who are very sensitive at the moment.

You never know you might hurt them... even if it's unintentional.

Just the same, be careful. 

Because it's not everyday that every thing you say is ok.

Ok?

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

Why Did You Like and Comment On Her Facebook Picture?

Dear Diary,

I have to admit, I tend to be like the lady in the photo above. Figuratively. Not literally. Not always. Just sometimes.

I get so paranoid whenever I post something and he doesn't comment and instead, he commented on another girl's post. Not only that, I would hate him. And would hate the girl too. to the max!!! Just because he is supposed to comment to my post.  Enough. 

I don't know if this is something to do with me being a girl or just me being me. 

You see, some of my girl friends actually confess being like that at some point of their loving relationships. But I'm not still sure if it's normal or not. In fact, there are times when I would remind myself not to feel like that again because there's no point of dwelling too much on the issue.

But there are times when I can't help it. I would then start ranting about him. He has changed. He is not like before. He does not love me. He has found somebody else. And all those blahs!

Well, I can't explain it further. And you don't have to explain as well. Let's just think about it as a mystery yet to be solved.

-The Emotional Blogger of The Diary of an Emotional Blog-

Enthusiasm is just so 10 degrees below zero.

Dear Diary,

That moment when you don't feel like going to somewhere anymore. That moment when you no longer like doing what you repeatedly do. That moment when your enthusiasm is just so 10 degrees below zero. 

Negativity. Boredom. Anxiety. You just feel 'em all together and all you wanna do is to hide somewhere and shut yourself with your own somewhat solitude. You just want to be alone and you want to scream that to everybody. Because you feel more secure when you're in your comfort zone... all by yourself.

If you only you could do that and if only you have the luxury of time... and if only you are not bombarded with so many demands. 

But I guess, you just have to endure everything out because that's just how cruel the world is. Or that's just how you perceive it to be.

Poor you, pal. Get some rest tomorrow. Just wish you could do that.

-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional blog-