Deleted?

Dear Diary,

We always delete or let go of things that we hide from other people, especially things that make people go mad or crazy. Right? I don't know if it's because we don't want to hurt others or simply because we are just so selfish enough not to share our inconsistencies and mistakes.

We have to be very careful though because some things we hide does not go unnoticed all the time. People are just in the lookout especially those who are paranoid enough not to trust us anymore.

-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional Blog-

Confused. And it's making me so sad right now.

Dear Diary,

Confused.

That's what I'm now.

I'm caught in between two things. Figuratively. And it's hard to decide.

The first one would make me so happy. The second one would make others happy.

The first needs a lot of time and effort. The second one can be set aside for the meantime.

The first would start everything. The second would prolong the agony.

The first is not so sure. The second would be more organized.

I'm really not sure which is more important and which would make things right at the end.

And It's making me so sad right now.

-The Emotional Blogger of the Diary of an Emotional Blog-